Music-mesh featuring Matenrou Opera

Friday, May 30, 2008

Song: Makka na Ito
by: Plastic Tree

I have a confession to make.

I'm in love.

With Bananas. Oranges. Yams.

But not durians.

They stink.

Ohhh and i'm so random today xD

10:16 PM

Thursday, May 29, 2008

Song: Utakata
by: Kagrra,

So...i managed to hand in my ITPM final assignment today :)
I don't know how i managed to do it by i did it.

I felt horrible today. I wasted food. I didn't really think they would give THAT much. Holy, that Black Pepper Fried Rice was enough to feed 2 people! I think i'll never eat fried rice from Local Delights again.
Anyway we did 2 tutorials for ITPM. At first the lecturer called names to answer the questions (like what she did for every other tutorials) but by the end of tutorial 11, she started to show us the answers. So basically she flashed the answers for all questions in tutorial 12, which meant that I did not get called to answer any questions for the whole of this week, which was a god thing cos i did not do my tutorials :)
I don't know, but it felt that she was targeting those at the back, the last rows because she keep repeating their names ^_^

*yawns* I'm sleeping now. Early isn't it? I'm baffled too because i tire easily for the whole of this week.
Bye peeps. Nights.

11:43 PM

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

Song: Yomi no Yuzuri Ha
by: DELUHI

Nothing much happened today. With TRIF starting at 3, i woke up late, lazing around on the bed till i decided to get up, washed up and everything, then switched on my lappy to finish my screen design.
TRIF presentation again and since i'm done with mine, 2 1/2 hours of the time was spent reading a book i brought along. I don't know why the drive to go online wasn't there. Anyway, got my group going for the final project. I've made allocations so that we wont have to talk about it through MSN.
Anyway, i really shouldn't be procrastinating for my submission of ITPM, that is coming this fri. I don't think i can finish by tomorrow...maybe i'll get all my groupmates' hard copy, go back school to print it on Fri and bind and submit. I'll see how it goes, and if i got the drive to finish before ITPM starts at 3 tomorrow.

11:25 PM

Monday, May 26, 2008

Song: Anemone
by: L'Arc~en~Ciel

Oops, i totally forgot to blog about our ITPM presentation last Thursday. We got the last slot in class and so our presentation started at 5.30 pm.
So my group decided to meet at 4 to look thorough what each of us was going to present. It didn't take us that long to finish sorting our roles and.....

I actually caught Ed and Siao Hwee looking down like this at the same time! But i have to get them to pose again because they looked up, so this is not really that funny. Before this, they two pose exactly like the same way! Hahahaha xD

Anyway, i have to say the presentation was quite ok (at least for me). At least the Question and Answer section was well-handled :)
But i have to admit, our lecturer only asked us 3 questions so it wasn't that bad.
And about Siao Hwee being unlucky and everything, i think he MIGHT have saved us although he chose the last slot for our group. If we were not the last group, the lecturer might have thrown us more questions (she looked like she can't wait for our group to finish our presentation and was ready to go off) ^_^"

And so today....I had my TRIF presentation! Truthfully, i actually forgot about that presentation until yesterday night when i logged into the LMS portal and remembered about it. I was quite nervous about it because i felt i didn't do enough preparations but when i went into the class today, my lecturer was sooo kind that he allowed those who was not prepared to go on Wednesday. I almost thought about putting myself into the Wed slot but figured it wasn't worth my time, in addition he said there was no need for powerpoint slides.
So in the end he decided to put me in the 3rd slot to present.

It was nerve-wrecking! I think this was the first time that i go upfront to present to the class about something i wasn't really prepared for, and no powerpoint slides. I was sooo very afraid that i would used up my maximum time of 15 mins but when i finished mine and he commented that i "fully used the time i was given".
Hahaha, i think i talked everything there is in the 2 assignments and slowly too :)

10:23 PM

Saturday, May 24, 2008

Song: Once Again
by: 12012

DELUHI!!!!!! *loves*

I'm sooooooooos hooked to DELUHI! Yes, even more than 9GOATS BLACK OUT, The Underneath. These are 3 new JRock bands but i think they already have potential! I just hope that they won't be one of those potential-but-unlucky bands where they get disbanded before they can make it out there =(

I love their mini-album, Surveillance, especially the last track. Well, what am i saying? I LOVE ALL THE 5 TRACKS! YES, EVEN THE SHORT INTRO INSTRUMENTAL!

Anyway, i just went to their official webby and found out they are releasing their 1st single sometime in July. July 23 if I'm not wrong.

Yay!

5:32 PM

Yes, i've changed my skin again.
I can't stand having the names of song and singer being cut away at the sidebar, and hence i moved the whole song to the header.
Nothing much for this new skin i guess, i just want to change the look that's all.

Laters.

3:01 PM

Friday, May 23, 2008

Song: Vermillion
by: Girugamesh

1. If your lover betrayed you, what would your reaction be?
I have a more detailed one but i just give a summary here: Break-up straight away. No dramas, no torture, nothing.

2. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
To lead a fulfilling life.

3. Are you confused on what lies ahead of you?
What lies ahead of me? I can't see anything in front of me. It's not looking good. lmao.

4. What is your ideal lover like?
Caring.

5. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone else?
Loving someone. But it is equally painful too.

6. If the person you like does not accept you, will you wait until his/her feelings change?
No.

7. If the person you like is already attached, what would you do?
Too bad. I'll move on.

8. Is there anything that has made you unhappy recently?
Yes.

9. What do you want the most in life?
For everyone around me / I know to be happy.

10. Is being tagged fun?
Yes. But i tagged myself after reading this on Yilin's blog >P

11. If you find out that your best friend is going out with your boyfriend/girlfriend, how would you react?
Avoid them. *Related to Q.1* Breakup with BF. As for the friend...idk....(but i trust my bestie won't do that)

12. Who is the most important person to you?
I should answer this cliche question with a cliche answer: Me myself.

13. What kind of person do you think you are (yes i changed the qns)?
I don't know. Judge me yourself.

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor?
It doesn't matter if i'm married and poor or rich but single. The most important thing is to be happy with the people around me.

15. If the person you like cannot recognize you, what would you do/how would you react?
Depends. If I have never intro mysself to him before and expect him to recognize me, i should be slapped. If i intro myself but he doesn't remember me, then he's not worth my time. Pfft.

16. Would you give your all in a relationship?
Yes, but not at the start. If he's worth it, i'll give it all so that i won't regret not doing so if things don't end happily.

17. If you fall in love with two persons simultaneously, who would you pick?
Can't answer this question because i can't "fall in love with 2 people simultaneously".

18. What kind of friends do you like?
As long as they are not (overly)bitches, backstabbers, liars.

19. If you played a prank on someone, and he/she fell for the trick, what would you do?
I won't believe what i'm seeing and laugh my ass off.

20. If your mum bought you a car, what would you say?
My mum will NEVER buy a car. Period.

3:39 PM

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

钱不是万能，可是没钱就万万不能！
"Money is not everything, but you can't do anything without money"

I'm not a materialistic person (i hope) but this phrase somehow sets me thinking: Why is it like that now?
To be honest, given the situation now, i'm utterly disgusted when i see those celebrities / wealthy people attending parties etc.
I know it's not their fault that they are rich or invited to the parties, but they can easily spend millions of dollars just to buy a fucking dress/suits to attend the parties.
On the other side of the world, millions people are starving to death because they don't even have the money to buy food.

I know this is just pointless rantings because the world in unfair, i just need to vent.

*sighs*
I see people around me moving forward. But here i am, still stuck in the same place.
I've been sighing a lot since the sem starts. And i feel really lost ~~sometimes~~ most of the times and i don't really know what to do. Part of me (45%) just want to move on but the remaining 55% told me to wait.
Wouldn't it be good if we are all made of ice cubes? We'll melt into puddles of water, and then disappear into nothingness.
I should have told someone that reading my blog best reflects who i am, what i think, how i think. Oh well, too late.

Ahhh...i'm caught in the middle of Forward and Stay-On-The-Same-Spot-Prreaze.
I don't know if i've become happier or more sad.
But one thing is for sure, i've grown a little more, just a little, mature in thinking. In terms of expectations from people. Well, i shouldn't even coin that as "expectations" because i really don't have expectations at all.
The more you expect from someone, the harder you will fall when they don't reach your expectations.

11:17 AM

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

Song: True Heart
by: Tackey & Tsubasa

Got tagged by Zann to do this D.Gray quiz.

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Q1. Who's your favourite goodie in d.gray?
KOMUI LEE <3

Q2. Who's your favourite baddie in d.gray?
TYKI MIKK <3

Q3. If you can an exorcist, where would your innoncence be?
My brain. I want to be a parasite type.

Q4. If you can a noah, what would be your ability?
To make things happen using my imagination.

Q5. If you create dgray, what will you do?
Fast forward the pace of anime. It's tooo slow!

Q6. What is Allen to you?
A gentleman with a bottomless pit for a stomach.

Q7. What is Kanda to you
An arrogant but adorable ass. He has a huge potential to be a hawt yaoi character.

Q8. What is Lavi to you?
Happy-go-lucky cute guy.

Q9. What is Lenalee to you?
Girl fighter, but also one who likes to use tears to gain pity. Euks.

Q10. What is Komui to you?
Respect, crazy, serious, weird, cute all rolled into one. He's my funny pill ^_^

Q11. What is Krory to you?
Shy, determined cute vampire.

Q12. What is General Cross to you?
Iresponisble and evil. In short: He's an ass-hole.

Q13. What is General Tiedoll to you?
Wise old artsy man.

Q14. What is General Cloud to you?
Woman.

Q15. What is General Sokaro to you?
Man.

Q16. What is The Earl of Millieumum to you?
MY LOVELY FAT-ASS GRANPA!!! <3

Q17. What is Road Kamelot to you?
Witty girl. She reminds me of Alice in Twilight.

Q18. What is Tyki Mikk to you?
MY SMEX GOD <333 *worships* He reminds me of Edward in Twilight.

Q19. What is Jasdebi to you?
The cutest, funniest transexual ever <3

Q20. What is Skin Boric to you?
Sweets-loving freak =\

10:29 PM

Monday, May 19, 2008

Song: Hoshi Akari
by: Jyukai

Just bought a new CD player for my room because my previous one was close to breaking down (it's over 20 years of age) and a new jogging shoes (lol training time i guess).
Nothing much.

I guess my head-banging session with the GazettE was too hard and intense just now and i now i'm having problems with the back of my neck even if i bend down for a short while =\

8:52 PM

Sunday, May 18, 2008

Lmao.
The wonders of living in HDB flat in Singapore.
My block is sandwiched between a Chinese funeral and a Malay wedding.
And today happens to be the day of the funeral procession.
One block is full of gloom and sadness.
The other block, bursting with joy and noises.
Oh...what a contrast xD
No wonder the Chinese don't hold their wedding under the blocks.
It will be the ultimate bad luck if they are having wedding and they see the funeral procession happening right next to them.
Lmao.

On a another note, i'm skipping my japanese lessons today to go to the temple to 传灯 for tomorrow Vesak Day.
No idea what it's called in English. Hell i'm not even sure if i've type the correct chinese characters!

1:52 PM

Saturday, May 17, 2008

Song: Kodou
by: Kra

I'm loving Kra's latest single: Kizuna.
D'espairsRay released theirs too but i've not really listened to Brilliant yet.
Matenrou Opera's mini album is pretty good too.

UVERworld's single got delayed till June 11 :(
I think Buck-Tick is releasing some stuff soon....can't wait for it ^_^
Oh yes, Tackey & Tsubasa is going to release a new single in June too!!

11:36 PM

Sort through my Favourite links and found this.
I think it was Zann who sent it to me.

Death Note + Spongebob = hilarious.
The timing is perfect <3

10:55 PM

Friday, May 16, 2008

Song: Venus ~Chinese Version~
by: Tackey & Tsubasa

Slept at three after finishing the TRIF report and woke up slightly before 10.
And now, i'm on Tackey & Tsubasa's jpop binge <3.> Korean -> Chinese and Thai.
Who needs drugs to be high when you have Tackey & Tsubasa?
Lmao.
The Thai version is quite funny, but it's my favourite out of the 4 versions.
And Tsubasa's Chinese is better than Tackey's one.

Ho! Summer PV

Love Tsubasa's short hair in this PV. I think he looks great in it. Sexy.
This PV is possibly their FIRST fun-filled, relaxing PV EVER. Before this, their PV all involves them looking sooooo sad, emotional, and frowning a little.
Ohh, i can feel the T&T yaoi love in this PV <3
Gotta love these 2 guys <333333.

12:25 PM

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

*glups*
It's picture spamming time.
@ Changi Airport.

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@ Terminal 2

@ Terminal 1

@ Terminal 3

Terminal 3 is glassy *_*

But i love it, plus there are not as many people as in T1 and T2.

But i HATE the viewing mall in T3. It's just not as upclose as the viewing malls in T1 and T2.

10:53 PM

Monday, May 12, 2008

Song: Rewrite
by: Asian Kung-Fu Generation

Kiki decided to leave us this morning. I wasn't really shock because i sort of saw it coming.
3 deaths in less than 2 months.
*sighs*
Dug a grave for her before i left for school this morning.

It was really good to see Seri again after so long (ok, not that long) :)
It was real good to sort of talk. Man, we sure have many problems. I really can't decide whether who is in a worse state lol [if you know what i mean ;)].
Maybe we are equally worse although i already promised myself not to look at the bad side (but i just can't help it).
Listening to the conversation at Flavours somehow made me feel worse, that's maybe why Amin saw me laughing.
I'm sorry, Seri, to burden you further with my problems when you equally have such frustrating problems too :(

But i'm sure i'll bounce back. It's just one of those blues and emo times that i have to encounter, but it somehow surfaces more often recently. I'm trying real hard to put it down and it will help if someone is there to comfort me (it's quite funny how i manage to express myself fine on blog but find it difficult to do it real-life and MSN hahahahahahahaa).

Oh well, to continue the emo post, i have dreamt myself dying before. Not like those epic death where i sacrificed myself for someone. It's more like a freak accident. Dying from a stray bullet. Well, i might really die if i did not wake up and breathe in the nick of time because i was literally holding my breath (or stop breathing) when i "saw" myself dead.

*kicks Imeem*
Some blardy error showed up right before my Makka na Ito finishes uploading D<

I'm tired.
*sighs*

FUCK IMEEM. IT UPLOADED MY SONG TO OTHER PEOPLE'S ACCOUNT AGAIN!!!!
Now i have to delete that song, log out, log in to mine and upload again!!!

10:39 PM

In ITPM lesson now.
The groups behind me are damn funny.
We are working on the Gantt Chart and the tasks are supposed to be completed 4 months and so one guy was saying something along the line of: "Is it ok if the project ends on 8/15?"
And so he like repeated that date in chinese.

八月十五，八月十五。。。不可以啦！
八月十五中秋节啦！It's public hoiliday!

Ok i know it's not funny. But the way they said it was funny. But hey, is there a public holiday for Mid-Autumn Festival????

10:16 AM

Saturday, May 10, 2008

Teh lyrics for Soba ni Iru ne:

あなたのこと　私は今でも思い続けているよ
anata no koto watashi wa ima demo omoi tsuduketeiru yo
いくら時流れて行こうと　I'm by your side baby いつでも
ikura toki nagarete yukouto I'm by your side baby itsu demo
So　どんなに離れていようと
So donna no hanarete iyou to
心の中ではいつでも一緒にいるけど　寂しいんだよ
kokoro no naka dewa itsu demo isshoni irukedo sabishiin dayo
So baby please　ただ hurry back home
so baby please tada hurry back home

Baby boy　あたしはここにいるよ　どこもいかずに待ってるよ
baby boy atashi wa koko ni iru yo dokomo ikazuni matteruyo
You know dat I love you　だからこそ　心配しなくていいんだよ
You know dat i love you dakara koso shinpai shinakute iindayo
どんなに遠くにいても変わらないよこの心
donna ni tooku ni itemo kawaranai yo kono kokoro
言いたい事わかるでしょ? あなたのこと待ってるよ
iitai koto wakarudeshou? Anata no koto matteruyo

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んなことよりお前の方は元気か?　ちゃんと飯食ってるか?
nna koto yori omae no hou wa genki ka? chanto meishokutteru ka?

ちくしょう、やっぱ言えねぇやまた今度送るよ　俺からのLetter
chikushou, yappa ieneeya mata kondo okuru yo ore kara no Letter
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過ぎ去った時は戻せないけれど　近くにいてくれた君が恋しいの
sugi satta toki wa modosenai keredo chikaku no ite kureta kimi ga koishii no
だけど　あなたとの距離が遠くなる程に　忙しくみせていたあたし逃げてたの
dakedo anata to no kyori ga tooku naru hodo ni isogashiku miseteita atashi nigeteta no
だけど　目を閉じる時　眠ろうとする時　逃げきれないよ　あなたの事
dakedo me o tojiru toki nemurou tosuru toki nigekirenai yo anata no koto
思い出しては　一人泣いてたの
omoidashite wa hitori naite tano

あなたのこと　私は今でも思い続けているよ
anata no koto watashi wa ima demo omoi tsuduketeiru yo
いくら時流れて行こうと　I'm by your side baby いつでも
ikura toki nagarete yukouto I'm by your side baby itsu demo
So　どんなに離れていようと
So donna no hanarete iyou to
心の中ではいつでも一緒にいるけど　寂しいんだよ
kokoro no naka dewa itsu demo isshoni irukedo sabishiin dayo
So baby please　ただ hurry back home
so baby please tada hurry back home

Baby boy　あたしはここにいるよ　どこもいかずに待ってるよ
baby boy atashi wa koko ni iru yo dokomo ikazuni matteruyo
You know dat I love you　だからこそ　心配しなくていいんだよ
You know dat i love you dakara koso shinpai shinakute iindayo
どんなに遠くにいても変わらないよこの心
donna ni tooku ni itemo kawaranai yo kono kokoro
言いたい事わかるでしょ? あなたのこと待ってるよ
iitai koto wakarudeshou? Anata no koto matteruyo

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不器用な俺　遠くにいる君伝えたい気持ちそのまま言えずに　
bukiyouna ore tookuni iru kimi tsutaetai kimochi sono mama iezu ni

君は行っちまった今じゃ残された君はアルバムの中
kimi wa icchi matta ima ja nokosareta kimi wa ARUBAMU no naka
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アルバムの中　納めた思い出の
ARUBAMU no naka osameta omoide no
日々より　何げない一時が　今じゃ恋しいの
hibi yori nanigenai hito toki ga ima ja koishii no
And now　あなたからの電話待ち続けていた
And now anata kara no denwa machi tsudukete ita
携帯にぎりしめながら眠りについた
keitai ni girishime nagara nemuri ni tsu ita

[抱きしめて会いたい]　
[dakishimete aitai]

どこも行かないよ　ここにいるけど
dokomo ikanaiyo koko ni iru kedo
見つめ合いたいあなたのその瞳
mitsume aitai anata no sono hitomi
ねぇわかるでしょ?　あたし待ってるよ
nee wakarudesho? Atashi matteru yo

---------------------------------------RAP-----------------------------------------------------俺はどこも行かないよ　ここにいるけれど　探し続けるあなたの顔
ore wa dokomo ikanaiyo koko ni iru keredo sagashi tsudukeru anata no gao

Your 笑顔　今でも触れそうだって思いながら手を伸ばせば　君は
your egao ima demo saware soudatta omoi nagara te o nobaseba kimi wa
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*there might some wrong romanji there but i'm too lazy (and out of time) to find the correct ones. Pfft.

1:48 PM

Friday, May 9, 2008

Song: CRAZY-FLAG
by: girugamesh

IT'S HEAD-BANGING TIME!
HEAD-BANGING FTW!!!

Met Anisah for a talk today :)
Hope things turned out ok girl :)

Ate at McDonald for lunch and we were feeling a little budget so we sort of share a meal together. ^_^
And Zann told me she was near the area.
Told her to meet me before she go play arcade but she was SHY lol.
Don't worry Zann, my friend won't eat you up.
Hahahahahaa.
LOL and Zann told me her friends thought i looked tom-boyish. Probably is my punk-styled hair (which i didn't even bother to style it up).

Perhaps i was feeling bored and signed up for an account in Gaia Online (an online game, not the one we did for HCI evaluation lol. Well, maybe that failed health site decided to change to a gaming site xD), or perhaps it was my sis who was "making" me to sign up, i'll never know.
So i was like "Kay...i should post in the forum to earn some bloody money" but the topics i saw were all not interesting at all. Even in the JRock topic.
And i'm lazy to play the jigsaw puzzle (which i heard earn the most money), and shaking the trees in town don't get me much.

And Mana should stop charging so much for his clothing. My sis saw his label clothing (Elegant Lolita type) somwhere and that fucking one piece cost SGD 500 D<
Well i DO like his aristocrat style but i don't think it's worth paying that much. Plus, i think the only reason why he is charging so much is because of his own name: "Mana" D<

oks, it's back to head-banging time
GIRUGAMESH YOU ROCK MY SOCKS!

9:48 PM

Wednesday, May 7, 2008

Sighs

Now Kira is gone too.

:'(

9:26 PM

Song: Romance
by: Buck-Tick

Borrowed a very interesting book today.
And Amin thought i don't read. =.=
(fyi, i've finished reading it. Like now?)

Anyway, a sad thing is going to happen soon. We think Kira is going to pass on soon. We all think he missed Zou too much.
*sighs*
Oh What Is Love.
I'm serious. Kira and Zou are actually a gay couple. For Zou at least. He was not interested in females. He only had eyes for Kira.
At least Kira likes girls.

I think i got to complete my reflections and submit to lms portal.

8:22 PM

Tuesday, May 6, 2008

Hi new blog!
Bye old blog, i'll miss you. You've served me well for the past 2 years.

Well technically i'm lazy to create a new look (layout format and such) for this new blog, so i only took the codes from the previous skin and edit to my liking.

Arg! I should stop listening to emo songs even though it is R&B!!!
But i can't help it! Soba ni Iru ne is my first emo/lullaby R&B song and i got addicted to it! D<

11:02 PM