difficult

Monday, September 29, 2008
If there wasn't any distance at all, it will probably make things easier to solve, not that i'm saying that this problem is easy to solve at all.
i don't know what i want, but i think i do.
This is hard, but then again which part of this isn't hard? Nothing is easy.
And yeah, i didn't care about the distance before but now its the one time i wish there wasn't one so i can get this done and over with.

It's been troubling me, but i can't express myself correctly at times when i speak.
I do get my points across if i think thoroughly before i write though.

What's with this emo post anyway.

Anyway, it's totally not fair that it cost $400 to Tokyo from certain part of U.S and it cost much more to go Tokyo from here. If it cost $400 to go Tokyo from here, i would have already go Japan!

11:06 PM

taste of chaos

Friday, September 26, 2008
After a skype conference with Ayu, Miya and Sami last night, I'VE DECIDED TO GO TASTE OF CHAOS TO SEE MUCC!!!!!!!
They practically convinced me to go, saying MUCC are awesome in lives.
If i didn't go, i think i'll regret for my whole life since this might be the first and last time that a japanese visual rock band (though they are not as visual as before) is coming to Singapore for lives, though they are not here for their own concert.
But aye, i needa save up more so that i can buy the merchandise there. With any luck, i can get MUCC to sign them! ^_^
If i can get a tshirt and they sign it, i'll worship it and sleep with it, drenching it with my drool when i sleep =P

Nah kidding. The shirt is way too precious to be dirtied. I think i wont even wear it. I'll keep it in some place and take it out to admire once every while. lmao.


I shall end this post with a picture of full-of-awesomeness-MUCC :D



9:04 PM

mucc

Thursday, September 25, 2008
MUCC is coming to Singapore! On a tour with 3 American Bands, on Nov 8!
Tickets should be roughly at around $98 and the venue is at Fort Caning Park.

Bah! Don't know whether to go or not.

11:16 AM

quiz

Wednesday, September 24, 2008



The Keys to Your Heart



You are attracted to good manners and elegance.



In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.



You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.



You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.



Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.



Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.



You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.



In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

12:02 PM

blergh

Tuesday, September 23, 2008
Sigh.
Terrible day.
Coupled with the fact that i've not been sleeping well since last Thursday.
Result? Terrible and tiring day/week.
I don't want to fight with anyone. I don't want to start saying things that will cause any friction.

I just need someone need you to support me through this fucking problem.
Oh well. Guess you won't read this.

10:07 PM

new books

Saturday, September 20, 2008
Went to Kinokuniya to get myself some books by Chuck Palahniuk today. To be honest, i never really explore all of Kinokuniya, except for the Japanese Magazines part lol, so finding a novel proved to be a rather uphill task for me. Well luckily it didnt take me that long. Though i was finding them in the wrong place but the correct location wasn't that far off ;)

Well i came back home and read a little more about Chuck. His works seems rather interesting and some rate it 'disturbing'. I'm already thinking of getting 'Haunted' by him but i can't remember if Kinokuniya has stocks.

Psssss I think i'm getting a new laptop real soon! I've HP and Asus down for my potential choice but most prolly HP. But i hate Windows Vista. Urgh.

11:15 PM

rush rush rush

Wednesday, September 17, 2008
Rushing home from school later on cos i have to attend a wedding dinner later @ Raffles Place? City Hall?
Anyways, I have Minute Maid Limeade! They are good. Lemonade is good but i decided to try them after 3 tries of lemonade. Thanks to Cavin who helped me to buy from TP bookshop.


*
Re_Taicho





Musician piece.



so, i took my sleeping pill, and imma talk to you til i pass out
*

LOL <3

3:25 PM

mocha frappuccino!

Tuesday, September 16, 2008
Felt good about my spending (didn't really spen much so far) so i decided to treat myself to this:




Spend $2.55 on this in Cheers. This thing cost $3.25 without discount so i'll probably not buy it if it isn't on discount.
I wonder how effective this thing is as compared to normal coffee. I feel tired and sleepy now. *yawns*

4:18 PM

good mood

Saturday, September 13, 2008
I was in a rather good mood this afternoon until my internet connection began to go haywire. It couldn't keep me connected beyond 3 minutes and disconnected itself. And the cycle repeated. So i decided to shut my laptop off and took a nap instead.

Anyway, I kinda like it now. I'm alone at home (sort of) and it is soooooooooooooooooo peacefully quiet. Pay is late again and i think i need to survive on $30 for the rest of the month. Oh well, i guess that shouldn't be a problem since Flavours is closed until the term starts and me being lazy to walk all the way to Mensa for lunch, decided that i won't be spending much for the month of September! I've been bringing food from home and that's what kept me going for the past 2 weeks :)

With any luck, I may break my own record of spending less than $50 in a month! Whoot!

7:22 PM

DELUHI

Wednesday, September 10, 2008
This is what I found on DELUHI's official site:

DELUHI“3ヶ月連続シングル”のリリースが決定しました! 
 
第1弾:『ヴィジュバスリット』(10月29日発売)
第2弾:『マハーデーヴァ』(11月26日発売)
第3弾:『ジャガンナータ』(12月31日発売)

YAY! They will be releasing a single monthly consecutively for 3 months, starting from October! ^_^
I hope their upcoming singles can be on a par with their debut mini-album, Surveillance. Their first single is not bad, but i prefer Surveillance more.

Been listening to my music collection lately. It's a little too quiet in the lab and i need some music to get things going (and more importantly, not to get bored).
*headbangs*

11:30 AM

my mum doesn't like it

Monday, September 8, 2008
She saw my blog accidentally and was not pleased with the graphic on the header.

"It's disturbing you know? How can you put this?"

Lmao. Lucky she didn't see my wallpaper. She would have sent me to counseling because my wallpaper is definitely more disturbing than this.

Not in a blogging mood lately. I'm still in the middle of sorting out stuffs and it's fun talking to Ayu. She has definitely spoiled me by passing me the links for downloads. Well it wasn't that often, but it's enough to make me not want to go JRU and ask the links from her instead :P
Nah, i shan't be a lazy ass.

Don't take too much blame on yourself. It is good to acknowledge your part of blame, but don't claim all because no one wants to take it.

11:25 PM

cosplay

Sunday, September 7, 2008








Some overdue pictures. That's all i took. There were a lot of people cosplaying D.Gray-Man. I saw Ritsuka (from Loveless) but i forgot to take picture with him!! T_T

Anyway, a new chapter has began in my life.
No point dwelling on the past anymore. Time to move forward. Yosh!

11:52 AM