Watching 'Girl who leapt through time' [Toki o Kakeru Shoujo/時をかける少女] on Okto.
It's a pretty funny and interesting anime.
I wish i could turn back time too. But i guess this also will mean that we will never learn the lesson that we are supposed to.

Who remembered to do the SIP journal thingy? It sucks to be IP because i have to update the journal andddddddddddd I forgot to do it. For a month already =X

And oh, i had a bad today. I forgot to charge my mp3 when i went out of the house and that means i have no music to listen to throughout the 3 hours of traveling through and fro. I thought i'll be late for lessons since i went out late. But i managed to reach 15 mins before 3.30, so that isn't so bad after all. And Madelyn bought a 320GB external HDD for $140++? AND ITS PORTABLE.
WTF. My 320GB baby IS NOT. I should have gone to the IT fair. I bet it was worth every cent because they had further discounts to attract more sales.
I told my mum shopping at an IT shop makes me excited because i get to see and and imagine all those spiffy new IT gadgets are mine.
Meh. Pathetic. I know.

Time to pick up my guitar again. I've left it alone for a long time now. I don't even have the hard skin on my fingers. And i'm sad. Sad because things are not going well but i've done my best. I have no regrets if things were to end.

Ja ne.

Lotsa people at TM today.
I look at the people, wondering how their life will be like through my eyes.
I saw the posters in some shoe shop. I saw the models in the posters. I wonder how their life will be like through my eyes.

My neck hurts. I must have looked at the laptop screen for too long.
My Life = Staring at laptop and typing on the keypad. And playing WoW. Pfft. I need to play since i pay good money for it lol.
Sad isn't it?

My head hurt, the most when i was doing the dishes. But after that when i settle down and watch some TV, it feels a little better, but then my neck decides to say: "Here's my time to shine! I want her to know that it's soooooo painful because i've been supporting her big, heavy head for so long! She better not neglect me!"

I NEED MASSAGE. Who will do it for me? Well there's this massage service at Japanese Association Singapore and everytime i go there for lessons, i never fail see those Japanese going for massage. The shoulder/back/head massage looks good. But its $22 for 20 minutes? Not sure.
And they love feet massage too! I don't know how many of you likes doing feet massage but it looks like my classmates...esp Madelyn. She DREADS that. They say is painful, but i want to try it for myself. One day.

Less than a month to Christmas, and soon a new year. And soon we will be graduating from TP. And soon, we will come to a deciding point (at least for me). University or work?!
I still want to study somemore but i want to start earning and saving money too. I want to have a new camera and go for holidays! Some Thai massage is good for me loool.
And the Japanese Studies in NUS looks awesome. You get to study about Japanese animes and films. HOW NICE IS THAT?

And yeah, I don't watch Bleach anymore. It's pissing me off to no end. One Piece is bettar, though it is as draggy (BUT it's a freaking comedy!). One Park anyone? Yes and i still can't believe Gintama made fun of One Piece by referring it as "One Park". It seems like Gintama makes fun of everything that is popular in Japan (Like their Bae-sama and Winter Sonata).
And i can't believe that i was *addicted* to Winter Sonata too. Blergh. CAN YOU BELIEVE THAT?

Ok.
Goodnight.

Sore throat coming. Hurts to swallow.
Not a good week i guess. I've been thinking too much. Hope things will get better. Blergh.
If my memory served well, i remembered i had some things to blog about but i have forgot what i wanted to say now...so now is quiz time!




1. The person who tagged you is?
Peiqi!

2. Your relationship with him/her is?
Poly friend/classmate!

3. Your five impression of him/her? (five? im guessing its "first"?)
Very friendly ^_^

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
She invited me (and the rest of us who could make it) to her new house. I'm saying this because usually i only do open house for those that are really close to me. So by doing that, i feel included lol :)

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you?
"Yes i'll help you with the user testing! But you all must also help me too!"
LOL


6. If he/she become your lover, you will?
Eh...i'm straight hahaha!

7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be?
From what i see in her now, i think she is good :D

8. If he/she become your enemy, you will?
IMPOSSIBLE

9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be?
N.A (read above)

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is?
Hope her MP goes smoothly :)

11. Your overall impression of him/her is?
She is a good and worthy friend to make.

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
"She looks intimidating" (actually said by friend of Fie)
For those who actually knows me: CUTE (rofl shameless self-promoting xD)

13. The characters you love of yourself are?
My ability to accept myself for who i am. Yes i may whine about being fat and stuffs but in all honesty, I love myself.

14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are?
I sometimes think too much and then i make a mountain out of molehill.

15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
I wanted to say to be more skinny, but meh. I'm happy the way i am.

16. For people that care and like you, say something to them?
You guys are the best. Thanks for listening to me whine and complain and see me cry and lend me a shoulder to lean on <3

17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you:
1. Seri
2. Amin
3. Shar
4. Zann
5. Nicole (hime-chan)
6. Anisah
7. Matt
8. Philip
9. Bibi
10. Gladys

18. Who is no.6 having relationship with? [Anisah]
No one (or not that i know of lol)

19. Is no.9 a male or female? [Bibi]
Female!

20. If no.7 and no.10 are together, will it be a good thing? [Matt and Gladys]
Err...i have no idea.

21. What is no.2 studying about? [Amin]
Internet and Multimedia (same course as me)

22. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3? [Shar]
Hmm...a week ago?

23. What kind of music band does no.8 like? [Bibi]
Not sure *hides*

24. Does no.1 have any siblings? [Seri]
Yes! A brother!

25. Will you woo no.3? [Shar]
Wtf? It's been 2nd time that i kena Shar in questions like this! (remember my last quiz...) IS THIS FATE? *le gasp*
IM KIDDING! I'm not going to snatch you away from someone *coughs*

26. How about no.7? [Matt]
This must also be fate! My last quiz also asked similar question. YES I WILL. Hang on. I already am =)

27. Is no.4 single? [Zann]
Yesss....wait no...she got Lavi, erm...and one more guy from Soul Eater xD

28. What is the surname of no.5? [Nicole]
Not sure *hides*

29. What's the hobby of no.10? [Gladys]
Prolly Gundaming xD

30. Do no.5 and no.9 get along well? [Nicole and Bibi]
I think they will.

31. Where is no.2 studying at? [Amin]
Temasek Poly

32. Talk something casually about no.1? [Seri]
Of course! We can talk anything under the sun :D

33. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8? [Philip]
Lol....no? Except for the fact that we are online siblings. lol.

34. Where does no.9 live at? [Bibi]
Tampines!

35. What colour does no.4 like? [Zann]
Well since she likes gothic/lolita stuffs, im guessing it will be black?

36. Are no.5 and no.1 best friends? [Nicole and Seri]
No...they have never met.

37. Does no.1 have any pets? [Seri]
Let's see....a stray cat who walks in and out as it likes, and does cockroaches count as pets? LOL xD

38. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world? [Matt]
Yes. Very.

39. What is no.10 doing now? [Gladys]
Probably doing her work?




Ok that's the end. I somehow got hyper while doing this quiz. I hope everyone whom i tagged does. It'll be interesting to see if they see me as "fierce". LOL.

Tuesday

Had a little food party for Amin's birthday. Thanks Seri for letting us use her house and all yours and Cavin's effort. Somehow we managed to make it look like a christmas party...and oh! We watched the classic musical of all time - Grease! And we kept making fun of it after that.
Then we went back to school. Blergh >.< (im not angry though)

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Wednesday

Went back to Dunman for the Drama-mamas meet-up :D Haven't see the gang for so long that it great to see them again. It was my first time stepping into the school since its make-over and they changed the badge and removed one D (Dilligence) from the 6 D's. We only get to see the new building...the rest...it's being boarded up because not all renovations are done yet. So we were making this joke about the removal of Dilligence "because it would means the students have to study hard, when they want them to study smart." "So that means we don't have to study for exams...we can just copy from others because thats studying smart. That's part of the 5 D's - Daring!" And Nitika hated the new school badge so much that she wanted to burn down anything that bears any trace of the new badge. Haha funny stuffs :D We also reminisced about doing thing in the "dark room" and that basically led to the joke of "mass orgy" And so, "mass orgy" became the joke of the night till we could see Bibi flinching from the mere mention of "mass orgy" *evil laugh*
Gosh, i don't know my mind was so corrupted >.< FORGIVE ME.

It's so hard. Can you tell i'm hanging by thin thread?
It's killing me.
But people tell me to hang on, to give more hope and faith. Until i cannot tahan anymore. If i weigh the pros and cons together, to be honest, the cons win more than the pros. This alone tells me: This is a red flag. And automatically, i want to stop giving more.

Then my other side of me will say: If you are not putting in effort, of course this will fail, you brainless moron

Then another voice will say: No effort?! What have i done? And look what have i get? 1300% of effort in exchange of a betrayal? WTF is that?!

Yes, this is what i talk to myself everyday, and after weeks of deliberation, i still have not found my answer yet.
Sometimes i hate the internet, how it shapes my life and the people i meet. Don't be mistaken! The people i talk to are awesome, it's just that Internet gives the ability to people to hide behind their true feelings, and me included.

Wouldn't it be nice if the world is Cadbury?

Sent it to Acer for repairs last week and went to get it yesterday. It kinda feels nice to be using my old lappy again.

Year 2003: The time of SARS. I have no idea why am i blogging about it but i remembered i went home after class that day and the evening news was on. They were reporting about SARS and i suddenly thought: Wouldn't it be nice if they decide to close school temporary. And shortly later, the news announced it. I jumped for joy. I finally had a little more time to complete my Home Econs project.

But yeah, Life's a bitch lately.

MIA for too long. Yeah, no mood to blog.

I should trust my gut instinct, shouldn't I?

I did something that i wasn't supposed to do and saw couple of funny stuffs. I know it was wrong, but i can't help it. I shall stop doing it from now on.
This secret will die with me.

It was kinda amusing. I can't help but laughed. Yeah, laugh it out while i still can. Make that a good memory. I'm not being negative. I'm just being prepared. Realistic and practical.

ok.

They are learning how to walk - or rather, hobble, and they eat poo too.
Yes. Poo.

Cute stuffs.

Did i mention that my hammie gave birth again? 4 this time. And the babies look healthy :D

I'll take some pics later when i have the mood and Pocky is away from her babies. Yes. Pocky (the snack name)! And the father is named Pocchi!

The discussion i had with my sis concerning about the names of the babies. (the best of what i can remember. Some details might be lost because we conversed in Mandarin)
Sis: I want Haji. The character's name from Blood+.
Me: Ok
Sis: Sanji too
Me: Sure, what about Niji? The meaning Rainbow, not 2 o'clock.
Sis: So whats the last one? Ichiji? (means 1 o'clock since Niji also means 2 o'clock and Sanji 3 o'clock. but in this case we naming one of them after One Piece charater, Sanji the Cook with awesome kicking powers)
Me: Eh...not nice. (slience) What about Humji? (means gutless, coward)

Well of course that was a joke! In the end we settled on Meiji (yes the snack name. Gosh i realize we like to name our hammies after snack labels =P)

Oh yeah! In the middle of our discussion my mum overheard 'Haji' and she tried to pronounced it but it sounded like "Hachi!" Like the noise we make when we sneezed. LOL indeed.

Just listened to the Oricon Chart on 93.3FM and SID's Monochrome no Kiss came in top 5! Not bad, though its really made for anime. Well DUH, its the opening for Kuroshitsuji. It's catchy :)
To be honest, i'm not a follower of SID so i dont really know what they were like before they majored, but according to the deejay, he said before SID majored, they have this really Rock feel to their music but now since they've majored, their music is more poppish. Suited for the mass. Pfft. Thats why i don't like it when Visual-Kei bands major. It really kills their style of music.
Anyway, here's the song! (rather addictive)

And so we began our epic journey in WoW. One of our quests is to find 10 poisoned deers and cure them. It wasn't easy to find one and when we finally found one, Catman gave me the honour of curing our very first sick deer. And so i did.
And i right-clicked 2 times on the deer and then......i killed it.

Yes. Instead of curing that poor deer, I killed it ._.

And he kept making fun of me after that ._.
I'm not a Deerslayer (though i think i killed one more deer after that) D:
IT WAS A MISTAKE.

Two overdue photos.

The bus was so freaking cold (it has just rained heavily sometime before) when i got on it. All the glass were frosted.


I couldn't look out nor could anyone look in. Weirdly, i felt very comfortable and secure inside the bus though it was freaking cold and there was not many people in it.



I like how the lights turned out in this photo. Very surreal, dreamy feel. It would be better if the people are more blurry (like when they are all moving) while the background is still. Surreal indeed.

Running parallel download for this patch. Depend on this? My life will shorten by half.

And i'm not nerdgirl D:
Wait maybe I am. Nerd in some other ways ;)
Holycow, what's my character's name again?

200 more MB (for the parallel download)! After this ridiculously humongous patch, there's another one last patch. It better not be 2GB. *annoyed*

啊！ 今天是怎么的啦？我用华文来blog? 没什么大不了的啦，只是想用一下华文来炫耀炫耀一番而已。。。哈哈！

最近太辛苦了吧。太多东西要去做，而我都提不起劲来把它们完成。。。我太没用了T—T。

我们的时差以变成了13个小时。对我而言这没什么太大的分别。12小时或13小时都还是时差。。。多一个小时也难不倒我！只是现在令我搞不清楚的是： 他是迟一个小时上学吗？还是照旧一样时间？例如他平时开课的时候是11点早上 （这里是11点晚上），他现在慢了一个小时，所以他开课的时候这里是11点吗？还是12点？？？

长途关系。。。太难了吧。
我只好只能是一天算一天咯。。。
祝我和A能够有福气，与我们的傻瓜见面。
她和她的D见面，我和我的Catman见面。哈哈哈！

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Friday
Went out to celebrate Shar's birthday at Old Market. What else to do except for makan?! And Cavin was surprised that i could eat much. Well not really, im usually not that much of a big eater, its just because that time of the month is coming for me and my appetite will be a little more than usual. Give it a few more days when my hormones are back to normal and i'll become my normal self :D

Saturday
Went to get my WoW at Funan. Met Amin for a short while...now that i think back...Amin wanted ice-cream and i forgot to treat him =.=
Thanks Amin!

Webcammed with Catman for a while before he went to bed. He made me laughed a lot. It was good. I like it because we can make stupid funny faces at each other and he say some hurtful but joking remarks and i'll pretend to get upset and close my laptop and thus servering the cam connection and will come back on seeing his offline message and we will both laugh again.
Gosh why do the image of him sitting outside distributing candies on Halloween like a bored, grumpy kid come into my mind now? o.o
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Things i like to do: Shopping in an IT/Gadget shop, and shoe shop. Lolita shops. pretty much yes but i'll get sad because i know i can't afford the nicey punk clothes there.
This post is a pretty random one because my brain is not functioning at the normal speed. Attempting to talk to me about any sequential, organized and high thinking topics will only result in you screaming 'SABAW' at me xD

OH YES. I EFFING LOVE MY NEW LAPPY.
kthxbainight.

OTL

I know Zann has posted OTL longggggggggg ago on her blog. But do you know what's OTL?

I'm not sure if my guessing is right, but yeah. What's OTL? Do you all know? =P
I had fun explaining OTL to Catman :D

In words of Catman:
OTL = Oh, The Lameass
OTL = Oh, The Lion

Hehehe <3

SABAW.

Yes, the word of the day is: Sabaw!
What does that mean? I have no idea until Phil explained it to me. I think he almost smashed his head while explaining it me.

-x- says (8:17 PM):
im SABAWWWWWW
sabaw?
SABAWWWWWW
D<
sephin_xi21 says (8:17 PM):
o_o
-x- says (8:18 PM):
loool
sephin_xi21 says (8:18 PM):
nao yew know what it means?
sabaw - soup?
-x- says (8:18 PM):
erm...my mind is not in the right condition?
"iguratively speaking, has turned to soup, mush"
sephin_xi21 says (8:19 PM):
soup
mush
-x- says (8:19 PM):
uhuh
so it means soup
or mush
-x- says (8:20 PM):
so can i say this: what are you drinking? ans" Sabaw!"
sephin_xi21 says (8:20 PM):
LMAO
NO
-x- says (8:20 PM):
err
o.o
-x- says (8:21 PM):
so what does that really mean?
sephin_xi21 says (8:22 PM):
hmm
laik
-x- says (8:22 PM):
stupid?
sephin_xi21 says (8:22 PM):
when no
lol
no xD
-x- says (8:22 PM):
lol
sephin_xi21 says (8:22 PM):
to be sabaw means, your state of mind is just like it
-x- says (8:22 PM):
ohh
like in a daze?
sephin_xi21 says (8:23 PM):
think of your brain, put in a blender
-x- says (8:23 PM):
ok....
sephin_xi21 says (8:23 PM):
what would its consistency be?
-x- says (8:23 PM):
water?
LOOL
sephin_xi21 says (8:23 PM):
lmao
-x- says (8:23 PM):
that means your mind is in a sluggish state?
sephin_xi21 says (8:23 PM):
like, a mix and match of everything
-x- says (8:23 PM):
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
-x- says (8:24 PM):
so sabaw is only to describe your mind?
sephin_xi21 says (8:24 PM):
no
o_o
sorta
wait
sephin_xi21 says (8:25 PM):
it could mean many things.... its like you're slow, or you're a retard, among other things not to be derogatory, though
-x- says (8:26 PM):
ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
imma sabaw
._.
sephin_xi21 says (8:26 PM):
like that
=))
-x- says (8:26 PM):
LOL
-x- says (8:27 PM):
sabaw sabw sabaw!
new word learnt!
yay!
sephin_xi21 says (8:27 PM):
LOLOLOL
sephin_xi21 says (8:28 PM):
laik when youre talking to a friend
and... she said something wrong... you could shout at her and say SABAW!!!
-x- says (8:28 PM):
LOL
-x- says (8:29 PM):
hmm
i can imagine people shouting SABAW at me
._.
sephin_xi21 says (8:29 PM):
say for example.. you mispronounce something.
you could go. OMG. IM SO SABAW
;__;
-x- says (8:30 PM):
LOL
looking back at my conversation
IMMA SABAW
sephin_xi21 says (8:30 PM):
Lolol


SABAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
ROAR.