钱不是万能，可是没钱就万万不能！
"Money is not everything, but you can't do anything without money"

I'm not a materialistic person (i hope) but this phrase somehow sets me thinking: Why is it like that now?
To be honest, given the situation now, i'm utterly disgusted when i see those celebrities / wealthy people attending parties etc.
I know it's not their fault that they are rich or invited to the parties, but they can easily spend millions of dollars just to buy a fucking dress/suits to attend the parties.
On the other side of the world, millions people are starving to death because they don't even have the money to buy food.

I know this is just pointless rantings because the world in unfair, i just need to vent.

*sighs*
I see people around me moving forward. But here i am, still stuck in the same place.
I've been sighing a lot since the sem starts. And i feel really lost sometimes most of the times and i don't really know what to do. Part of me (45%) just want to move on but the remaining 55% told me to wait.
Wouldn't it be good if we are all made of ice cubes? We'll melt into puddles of water, and then disappear into nothingness.
I should have told someone that reading my blog best reflects who i am, what i think, how i think. Oh well, too late.

Ahhh...i'm caught in the middle of Forward and Stay-On-The-Same-Spot-Prreaze.
I don't know if i've become happier or more sad.
But one thing is for sure, i've grown a little more, just a little, mature in thinking. In terms of expectations from people. Well, i shouldn't even coin that as "expectations" because i really don't have expectations at all.
The more you expect from someone, the harder you will fall when they don't reach your expectations.