Song: Rewrite
by: Asian Kung-Fu Generation

Kiki decided to leave us this morning. I wasn't really shock because i sort of saw it coming.
3 deaths in less than 2 months.
*sighs*
Dug a grave for her before i left for school this morning.

It was really good to see Seri again after so long (ok, not that long) :)
It was real good to sort of talk. Man, we sure have many problems. I really can't decide whether who is in a worse state lol [if you know what i mean ;)].
Maybe we are equally worse although i already promised myself not to look at the bad side (but i just can't help it).
Listening to the conversation at Flavours somehow made me feel worse, that's maybe why Amin saw me laughing.
I'm sorry, Seri, to burden you further with my problems when you equally have such frustrating problems too :(

But i'm sure i'll bounce back. It's just one of those blues and emo times that i have to encounter, but it somehow surfaces more often recently. I'm trying real hard to put it down and it will help if someone is there to comfort me (it's quite funny how i manage to express myself fine on blog but find it difficult to do it real-life and MSN hahahahahahahaa).

Oh well, to continue the emo post, i have dreamt myself dying before. Not like those epic death where i sacrificed myself for someone. It's more like a freak accident. Dying from a stray bullet. Well, i might really die if i did not wake up and breathe in the nick of time because i was literally holding my breath (or stop breathing) when i "saw" myself dead.

*kicks Imeem*
Some blardy error showed up right before my Makka na Ito finishes uploading D<





I'm tired.
*sighs*







FUCK IMEEM. IT UPLOADED MY SONG TO OTHER PEOPLE'S ACCOUNT AGAIN!!!!
Now i have to delete that song, log out, log in to mine and upload again!!!