Basically having a mood swing now. I just want to lie down on my bed and stare at the ceiling now but i cant because i have lotsa things to do and by the time i finish them, i wont have the mood to lie down and stare anymore.
TBH, i have little drive for school/IP left. I just want to chuck the whole thing out and fast-forward the time. I'm still hanging there, but by very very thin thread. I'm still trying to pull out a thicker thread from my bag so that i can hang from that thread.
Lol, why the hell am i speaking in metophors or whatever you call that.
I don't know if things are getting better or worse. I never threw so much stupid crap at Catman before until recently. Maybe he deserves it lmao (now that makes me feel much better).
I think i have to stand-by in my kitchen with my rolled-up newspaper, waiting for any unlucky cockroach to appear.
Ok gotta go. My mum is staring at me as if i owe her money. O$P$!!
No kidding. Her eyeballs are going to pop out of their sockets. Ew.
Shower, here i come.