Music-mesh featuring Matenrou Opera

last day of 2008

Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Last day of 2008. Put all the unhappiness in 2008, treat everything as a learning experience and start afresh in 2009. I wonder what 2009 will bring me. I hope it will be better than 2008.

Listening to RENTRER EN SOI's last album before they disband. I was just getting into them, after their STIGMATA single release and they just had to disband.
It is just impossible to keep track of ALL the JRock bands so i just stick to who i listen to and love. And i've already given up (at least for now) buying all those JRock magazines because just by buying the magazines alone, you can become broke.

1 more month to Chinese New Year! Don't get me wrong, i'm not exceptionally excited to go vistings (normal la, not too excited bouncing up and down that kind). I just want to have my reunion dinner on the eve hahaha :P
Ok, maybe i do look forward to all the monies i'll ne receiving because i'll have another 100+ in my bank and that's another step closer to travel the world!

And i have start studying for my test now if i want to score because i haven't been paying attention in classes this term. Too much things irrelevant (see also: unhappy things) on my mind, that's why.

Good week so far though :)

7:47 PM

peanut

Sunday, December 28, 2008

The babies are at what I call the "Peanut Stage". Don't they look like one? Hammies are the cutest at 2 weeks + old. Because they will all hobble from one spot to another and learn to drink from the bottle. And their paws are so small, they make me want me to squeeze them.
And their eyes haven't fully open so the eyes looks kinda small....

12:37 AM

Ponyo!

Saturday, December 27, 2008

This song is so irritatingly good that it stuck in my head and Seri is irritated by me singing it ;)

Get addicted to Ponyo! (why does thos sounds like 'Porno!")

Lyrics (lazy to romanised them):

ポーニョポーニョポニョさかなの子
青い海からやってきた
ポーニョポーニョポニョふくらんだ
まんまるおなかの女の子

ペータペタピョーンピョン
足っていいなかけちゃお!
ニーギニギブーンブン
おててはいいなつないじゃお!

あの子とはねると心もおどるよ
パークパクチュッギュッ! パークパクチュッギュッ!
あの子が大好きまっかっかの

ポーニョポーニョポニョさかなの子
青い海からやってきた
ポーニョポーニョポニョふくらんだ
まんまるおなかの女の子

フークフクいいにおい
おなかがすいた食べちゃお!
よーくよく見てみよう
あの子もきっと見ている

いっしょに笑うとホッペがあついよ
ワークワクチュッギュッ! ワークワクチュッギュッ!
あの子が大好きまっかっかの

ポーニョポーニョポニョさかなの子
崖の上にやってきた
ポーニョポーニョポニョ女の子
まんまるおなかの元気な子

4:23 PM

Quiz from Zann

1. What is your most listened-to song?
Depends, for now, it's Chain Ring by MUCC.

2. How many songs are on your playlist total?
Should be more than 200.

4. Songs you know by heart?
There's quite a lot.

5. Song you would sing at the school talent show?
I sang once in front of the Drama-mamas on the night the juniors and teachers organized the farewell party for us: Fukai Mori by Do As Infinity.

6. Quick- What song's stuck in your head right now?
Tsunaida Te Ni Kisu Wo by Kobayshi Sanae.

7. Song you only sing in the shower?
I MAKE UP MY OWN SONGS :D

8. Longest song on your playlist?
Reila by the GazettE

9. Which artist appears on your playlist the most?
I guess this is a tie between Kagrra, and the GazettE :P

10. Artist you'd never in a million years listen to?
Nightmare. Because they are well....nightmare.

11. Artist you used to like but now can't stand?
Alice Nine? xD

12. Song you sing to annoy your friends?
It used to be the song in Cadbury advert, but now...it's the Ponyo song! The song from the anime movie: Ponyo on the Cliff by the Sea.

13. Scroll randomly though your playlist and select a song. What is it?
Eve by Matenrou Opera

14. One of your favorite songs that starts with "F"?
Got the same answer with Zann: Filth in the beauty by the GazettE
But i'll add one more: Fuaki no Yami by Girugamesh :D

15. Last one: What's the last song on your playlist ?
LOL. It's a chinese song: Sui Ran Wo Yuan Yi [虽然我愿意] by Wu Jia Hui

3:36 PM

pissed

Thursday, December 25, 2008

Edited this earlier post because spewing anger and hate on the 25th December is not right.

:D

While people are having roast turkey, puddings (or whatever goodies people eat on Christmas), my mum decided to boil tangyuan for us. And no, we don't celebrate Christmas by eating tangyuan. It's because of the DongZhi that took place 3 days before and mum bought extras and so we ate them. Mum suddenly said she missed the salty tangyuan made by my grandma and she thought of making them herself. I've never made tangyuan before so i actually hope my mum will one day buy all the neccessary ingrediants and i can make some!

Peace everyone.

5:41 PM

christmas eve

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Today is cold! 26 Celsius! I wish everyday would be like that.
I also wish that one day i would wake up to a land of white. Wow. if snow really falls here, the world would be near its end.
Though i'm freaking scared of cold but seeing snow is still one of my top wish list.

On a random note, i think it's time i should widen my horizons. I should start picking a new hobby and i can almost see 'Cooking' screaming at me. And 'Baking' too. Traveling around the world is nice too, i've wanted to do that since i was little. But that also means i'll need funds to do that hahaha. Gotta work and save for it then.

I've reached a crossroad. Start work or continue University. If you get into a University, it means it's easier to find a job but i personally don't think that going into a Uni guarantees a comfortable (a.k.a rich) future. I guess it's more important that you do what you really loves even if it means working hard for it. If i start working now, i'll start saving up earlier to kick start my plan of traveling.
But then i realized that things in life don't always work out the way we want them to, so it's back to decide whether to study or work.

9:22 PM

sigh

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Sad is not the right word. But it's the first word that came into mind.

1:15 AM

new world

Saturday, December 20, 2008

Cav, Seri and me invented a whole new kind of world that TP is.
There would be some kind of TP Dollar. (TPD)
There will be 3 levels of Fly.
1st - learn to fly on a machine
2nd - learn to control a flying machiine with your mind
3rd - YOU CAN FLY WITHOUT ANY MACHINE!
People learn how to fly a machine that only last for 5 mins for every fill.
And people will have to fill that flying machine with Coke or Pepsi.
Coke being the most basic fuel, and Pepsi, being somewhat higher grade than Coke (and thus will be more expensive).
And there would be no more animals. Instead, aliens will replace the animals (birds, cats etc) in TP and there will be a course to teach you how to tame them. They are ferocious and will bite your head off.
And you pay TPD to a system to make yourself happy (or to create sadness for others). Once the system receives your money, a laser beam will shoot down from the sky towards you or the others you have targeted.
There will also be fighter jets parked below the fountain and Bedok Reservoir (just like the X-Men) so as to defend (or attack) other threats (from other polys lool).
And TP will also float off the ground.
There will also be 2 major shopping malls located above TP (5 mins and 1 sec of flying) so only those who learn the 2nd and 3rd level of Fly are eligble to enter the shopping malls.

And the most major way of earning TPD?
Auction guys!
And to get more money, the people will have to get more guys to be auctioned in TP. That's hwo you earn TPD :D
(ok, that was just to irritate Cav)

There were much more crap but this is what i can remember for now :D

1:29 AM

fever

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Hands and head still feel hot to the touch.
And my bones are aching. Esp when i breathe.
I'm feeling a little delirious now.
I hope it's not dengue fever or malaria because there are several mosquito bites on me. =X

Sad day today. That's all.

6:14 PM

T_T

Sunday, December 14, 2008

IM SORRY ZANN!
I didn't know yesterday was the EOY thingy! I thought it would be like one more week later :( :(
But saw her photos on the EOY thing. Looks good and someone even cosplayed Inuyasha!!!!!!!!
WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF T_T
And Darker Than Black!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (sis told me that she saw Hei on the SGClub forum)
T_T

Anyway. Had a really bad flu in weeks. (Yes, i'm prone to flus, and especially flus and only flus)
Got an early christmas present of 3 books :)
And yup, 2 out of 3 are memoirs (only because i couldn't find anymore books from Chuck Palahniuk that i wanted to read)

And TP library will be down for the whole week next week, starting yesterday. I had already booked the project room for user testing without knowing a single shit and imagine my shock when i saw the library closed. GG.

8:20 PM

ok...

Thursday, December 11, 2008

Just deleted a huge chunk of text because i don't think putting them on my blog is appropriate. It's like i'm whining because things aren't going well and there is at least one person out there who has it worse than me *coughs*

I thought leaving would be a lot more better because then, i don't have to think so much. But turns out i'm wrong. I am starting to think as much again.
Same old questions and no answers.

Anyway, i was imagining how my block will look like after it has been abandoned (and it doesn't help that my window grills have been kept the same since it was first built some 20 odd years ago). I looked across the block and saw an apartment which has no lights on. It's kinda creepy because i imagined it like some abandoned place that has debris strewn all over, and the widows have their grills forced away, and bits of wires hanging out of the window. Well in short, the place will look like something that has zombies hidden in it and any slightest movement will drive them all out, grabbing and lunging and biting for any fresh meat. Just like Left 4 Dead :D

11:13 PM

ただいま

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

随缘吧。有缘再见。

Someone told me that nothing will happen if we don't work on it.
Oh well, that do make sense.
Truth is, i don't know what i want.
Whatever happens, happens.

10:26 AM

school

Saturday, December 6, 2008

Going back to school in less than 1/2 hour time for subject testing and i still have the time to sit in front of my laptop.
Ugh. I think we should get paid for working on saturdays too.
I think i'll want to extend the internship when they come down for another meeting. And no, i'm not a workaholic. I'm in need of money.

Things to do today:
-Go back to school
-Do user testing
-Buy my EZlink card (pfft i think i lost my pouch with my card in it. Mum will bitch at me if she finds out so i'll have to buy it secretly =X)
-Buy WoW game card.

At the rate i'm spending my moolahs, it's a wonder that i can survive my months without any pay coming to me.

10:57 AM

uhm

Friday, December 5, 2008

I know i said i was going to bed.
I'm just waiting for my phone to finish charging so i can play Build City on my phone.
Thanks to Anisah, i'm addicted to it.
Kinda stupid because the game has been in my phone since forever and i need someone else to get me interested in my own game.
Maybe this is a change!
Maybe because of this, i'll cling on to my phone sooooooo much that i won't miss a call!
Yeah right, fat hope.
I still missed calls. LOL.

I have a secret.
I'm not born a female.
Shocking?
Read on.
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HAH! GOTCHA! XD

Cheap thrills <3

1:46 AM

breaking dawn

Thursday, December 4, 2008

I'm not sure if i want to continue reading Breaking Dawn.
My sis described some part of the story.
It's so stupid that i don't think i want to read.
No offense.
Seriously, i was like 'wtf? You kidding me?'.

*Goes back to reading my Choke*

9:28 PM

yikes

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

I think i sprained my back.
Coupled with the fact that i lose quite a lot of blood today, and my lower tummy aching like hell, i think i have no problem sleeping well tonight.
I have problem sitting with my back relaxed though. It's like quite upright in an unnatural way.

Sis bought Breaking Dawn. I was reading at the start and i think halfway through, i was making funny faces. Lol. I prefer reading memoirs. :D

*random*
The good thing i got was reviving my passion for reading. It's not what i call passionate reading now, but i definitely appreciate books more.

11:30 PM

baibai

Monday, December 1, 2008

Time to take a stand.
No more thinking i deserve less because i don't.
No more hoping things will change because it won't.
And i'm on a break to find out what i deserve and what i don't.
I tried every means and ways to sustain my faith and interest.
It's not like i don't try at all.
So i don't have any regrets.

4:24 PM

2nd update

Yes, i just can't resis updating again.
I went to read Gladys/Yuu's tag (i tagged her for my quiz) and i found this:

3. Your five impression of him/her? (five? im guessing its "first"?)
a hell of a j-rock dressup. cool and yet so warm and *hehe* soft.

-waaa? Soft? *dies laughing* xD Very interesting! First time i see someone describing me as 'soft' :D

6. If he/she become your lover, you will?
hug her! she is too soft! hehe...

Hahahahahaaha

7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be?
dun nid! remain as it is! love her makeup. and her dressup. nth to change anywhere.

Awwwwwwwwwwww <3

Thanks for loving me! YAY :D

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Zann's tag :D

. Your five impression of him/her?
She's great. She's kickass. She's funny. She's emo (LOL. xD). And she owns hammies. :3

Woot! *kicks asses* ^_^

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you?
Many things but I guess the day she went to the Summer/Autume Matsuri 08 with me was the greatest thing! Get to spend time with her 8D Rock on senpai :3~

Sorry i had to leave early for something that day D:

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you?
Hmm...
Thank you? :3

I said thank-you to you before? Loooool xD

Zann, you kick asses too, you know? xD

1:01 AM