Just deleted a huge chunk of text because i don't think putting them on my blog is appropriate. It's like i'm whining because things aren't going well and there is at least one person out there who has it worse than me *coughs*

I thought leaving would be a lot more better because then, i don't have to think so much. But turns out i'm wrong. I am starting to think as much again.
Same old questions and no answers.

Anyway, i was imagining how my block will look like after it has been abandoned (and it doesn't help that my window grills have been kept the same since it was first built some 20 odd years ago). I looked across the block and saw an apartment which has no lights on. It's kinda creepy because i imagined it like some abandoned place that has debris strewn all over, and the widows have their grills forced away, and bits of wires hanging out of the window. Well in short, the place will look like something that has zombies hidden in it and any slightest movement will drive them all out, grabbing and lunging and biting for any fresh meat. Just like Left 4 Dead :D