There is something about blogging in "dead areas", where almost all of your friends gave up blogging or stopped visiting your blog. Gives me some kind of weird thrill, like strutting around this vast area of darkness with only a torch to illuminate your next steps. And then you can shout and scream and curse into the relentless reality without having to care if the others will hear. Oh wait, there is still that one or two that will hear but i guess that is alright...

In any case, those I thought I had real good connections with, well...they don't anymore. This is another reason why I try to keep private matters offline and off FB. I kinda wished I hadn't seen it that day. Maybe all would be well now.