It starts to hurt. Makes you think what were you here for. I tell people im alright, its fine, i can bear with it...heck i even encouraged a friend with my optimism. Won't it be nice if i can follow my advice. Heck, wont it be awesome if i go to bed now and wake up with my problems solved.

Yeah right.

Sometimes in life, you will be sure to do the things that you aren't comfortable with. I have no idea that this would come so soon after one another. Perhaps this is one way of telling me i should have more confidence in myself.

It is always a welcoming sign to see the sun after a long winter. Looks like there is still sometime before my spring comes.